每個星期一晚上都發覺自己特別醒神，半點睡意也沒有。
竟然還精神到自動自覺地做起數學功課來。
今天做數學題的時候突然頓悟了背後的原因。
是愛，是愛讓我覺得夜深像清晨一般清醒。
他每個星期一都上夜班，由晚上十點上到凌晨兩點。
雖然我口裡從來也沒有直接承認說是在陪他，
但行動上我一早就表示了對他的支持。
我知道熬夜不健康，但我敬佩他的勤勞。
學業跟工作兼顧，還有我這個24小時的麻煩人，
我又一次從心底裡敬佩他的毅力。
這樣的話語我不常說，
這樣的日誌我也不常寫。
寫了，就代表我真的被感動了。
那份愛，讓我忘記了大家之間的差異，
那差天共地的＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿零距離。
他常常說，
如果有人值得被感激，就用行動去讓ta知道你的心意吧。
話說今天很慚愧，沒有做到自己答應過的事情。
那麼簡單的一個請求，我竟然也沒有做好。
他雖然生氣了，但他沒有即時告訴我，也沒有在電話里發怒。
只靜靜地等到氣給消了，就像往常一樣打電話給我。
消了氣的他一如以往溫柔及耐心地跟我解釋他為何生氣，他怎樣忍不住給我打電話以及其他的感受。善於表達自己感覺的他很快就講完他的心情，他就問我感覺如何，因為不想我內疚。之後他竟然還先跟我道歉，說不應該生我的氣。他這樣的包容反而讓我覺得有點無地自容，更加內疚。反醒過後我也連忙跟他說了他應得的道歉詞語。我還沒說完，他老早就接納了我還未曾出口的話語及原諒了我。
能夠認識像他這樣的男孩，我覺得 神真的很恩待我。雖然還有很多事情想不通，也行不通。無論最後的結果是怎樣，至少，我因他而更加認識自己的短處，也更加肯定自己的長處。人與人之間所建立的關係，原本就是要造就彼此，讓大家從這種關係中得到成長。
相處的時間雖不長，這個男孩讓我真正感到了被愛的幸福。
在愛情的道路上，
我學會了救世者只有主耶穌基督他自己，我沒法拯救任何人。
所以我不再為愛情做義工了。
我學會了外表都只是短暫的雲霧，時間長了，每個人的醜態都會原形畢露。
所謂的夢中情人，看上去很迷人；泡沫般的言語，聽進去甜咪咪，
風一吹，全消了。
在愛情里，我要帶著顯微鏡過生活。
即使照到醜陋的地方，那也是真實的自己。
我知道他，總會包容著我的一切。
無論是美麗的時候醜陋的時候，
也都是他所喜愛的－－－ 一個不為任何人而改變，真真實實的翁燕儀。
神啊，願祢按著祢的心意，給予我跟他平安與祝福。
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Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Below zero!
extremely cold
extremely warm
eagerness,
delighted face,
a foot long subway,
mango juice,
capture a moment,
made my day!
extremely warm
eagerness,
delighted face,
a foot long subway,
mango juice,
capture a moment,
made my day!
Friday, January 21, 2011
Nature lover!
A new friend for my precious sunflower, Ladybug!
Now may this friendship last until the sun no longer gives off energy to support the earth!
^_________^
A smile + a smile = another smile (on my face)!
Friday, December 31, 2010
It's going to be an interesting day!
I can feel IT...
last of 2010, first of 2011.
last of 2010, first of 2011.
Not Boston Common anymore, say hello to COPLEY!
A bit dark, but Jin was finally willing to take a photo with me! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! '11
Beautiful BLUE TREE, SHINING lights for FREE!!!
First ALONE PHOTO of '11, after the snow ball fight!
1:11 1/1/2011
I was wondering what were people doing at that time in 1:11am 1/1/1011 !!! :D
I was wondering what were people doing at that time in 1:11am 1/1/1011 !!! :D
Showing off my pretty face! =P Just kiddinnnnnnnnnnng!
You see my pink cheeks? I was SWEATING like crazy after playing with snow!
This year... I missed being with Jie Wen!!! I remember we used to run to my home to celebrate my s-father's bday every year cuz his birthday is on the 31st. Everything is different this year. He now works night shift, so we celebrated this morning and I gave him the gift last night already! :)
You see my pink cheeks? I was SWEATING like crazy after playing with snow!
This year... I missed being with Jie Wen!!! I remember we used to run to my home to celebrate my s-father's bday every year cuz his birthday is on the 31st. Everything is different this year. He now works night shift, so we celebrated this morning and I gave him the gift last night already! :)
A surprised!!!
I actually accidentally lock the door.
So when dd came back,
I was up to open the door for him along with presenting the gift directly to him!
I actually accidentally lock the door.
So when dd came back,
I was up to open the door for him along with presenting the gift directly to him!
^_______^ love-words-me
:) Yup, I did not have birthday wrapper at home!!!
Christmas wrapper worked just fine.
Christmas wrapper worked just fine.
When dd dropped the ribbon heart on the floor, it formed a natural heart!!! <3 skills... lol
2011 started off with excitement!
This year is going to be a life changing year!
Motto for the year: DISCIPLINE!
+ oil Yanyi Weng as always!!!
May God bless us all!
2011 started off with excitement!
This year is going to be a life changing year!
Motto for the year: DISCIPLINE!
+ oil Yanyi Weng as always!!!
May God bless us all!
Sunday, December 26, 2010
明明知道一位你親愛的朋友正在走往一條不軌路而你又沒有能力將他叫回，怎麼辦呢？
聆聽禱告的天父，我誠心來到你的跟前向你禱告。今天是主耶穌的生日，祝主耶穌聖誕快樂！！！主啊，從昨天的靈修中你提醒燕儀在你沒有難成的事。請你讓燕儀繼續以基督的心為心，凡事用你的眼光去看待。我的信心不足，求你補足。當我慢慢依靠自己的能力去面對生活時，求你讓聖靈提醒我，你的擔子比我的輕。求你幫助我，加添我信心，讓我在患難中依然懂得感恩；在灰心中依然有盼望。天父，你是創造天地萬物的 神。除你以外，別無他神。求你的靈降臨在我那位回教的朋友當中，讓他感受到你的慈愛，你的燐絻！天父啊，你曾經說過你不願一人沈淪；即使走失一只羊，你也會盡全力將它找回。。。天父啊，我曾經是一只迷失的羊，現在你將我找回並且給予我更豐盛的生命。 我已經嘗試過祢的甜美，祢的祝福，我好像將這份祝福這份禮物分享給身邊的人。求祢讓我有足夠的愛心，足夠的信心，足夠的盼望一直一直地將祢的福音，將主耶穌在十架犧牲的救恩傳給身邊的人。全能的神啊，祢是全能全知昔在今在永在的神。願祢慈悲的雙手，繼續帶領我去將祢的大愛和永生的禮物送給我身邊依然迷失的羊群。天父啊，祢是值得最高榮耀的神。在這聖誕節過後的日子，願我對祢的熱情天天加深；願我對祢的愛，也是如此！！！
天父，我渴望每天經歷祢的恩典。每天在祢的安排下有意義的活出每一天。願祢繼續帶領我，好讓我能夠有勇氣地走這條窄路，這天恩典之路！
奉主耶穌的名字而獻上這不完全的禱告，阿們！
聆聽禱告的天父，我誠心來到你的跟前向你禱告。今天是主耶穌的生日，祝主耶穌聖誕快樂！！！主啊，從昨天的靈修中你提醒燕儀在你沒有難成的事。請你讓燕儀繼續以基督的心為心，凡事用你的眼光去看待。我的信心不足，求你補足。當我慢慢依靠自己的能力去面對生活時，求你讓聖靈提醒我，你的擔子比我的輕。求你幫助我，加添我信心，讓我在患難中依然懂得感恩；在灰心中依然有盼望。天父，你是創造天地萬物的 神。除你以外，別無他神。求你的靈降臨在我那位回教的朋友當中，讓他感受到你的慈愛，你的燐絻！天父啊，你曾經說過你不願一人沈淪；即使走失一只羊，你也會盡全力將它找回。。。天父啊，我曾經是一只迷失的羊，現在你將我找回並且給予我更豐盛的生命。 我已經嘗試過祢的甜美，祢的祝福，我好像將這份祝福這份禮物分享給身邊的人。求祢讓我有足夠的愛心，足夠的信心，足夠的盼望一直一直地將祢的福音，將主耶穌在十架犧牲的救恩傳給身邊的人。全能的神啊，祢是全能全知昔在今在永在的神。願祢慈悲的雙手，繼續帶領我去將祢的大愛和永生的禮物送給我身邊依然迷失的羊群。天父啊，祢是值得最高榮耀的神。在這聖誕節過後的日子，願我對祢的熱情天天加深；願我對祢的愛，也是如此！！！
天父，我渴望每天經歷祢的恩典。每天在祢的安排下有意義的活出每一天。願祢繼續帶領我，好讓我能夠有勇氣地走這條窄路，這天恩典之路！
奉主耶穌的名字而獻上這不完全的禱告，阿們！
Friday, December 24, 2010
知己需要珍惜
我們的友誼：
Our friendship:
尊重，誠實，信任，和體諒 》皆因愛
Respect, honesty, trust, and understand 》all out of love
我很高興能夠認識這樣的知己！
So glad to meet these soul mates!
- 當我開心，與我同慶；當我灰心，默默給與我鼓勵的話語和做出支持的表現。
- (When I am happy, cheer with me; when I am down, send me messages of love and actions of support)
- 當我們吃飯後不計較誰給錢，而事後不會覺得不好意思。
- (When we finish dinner, never mind who pay the dinner bill, money value equals to zero in our friendship)
- 當我們意見不合，一輪激烈的爭議後，我們會依然笑著去吃飯好像沒事情發生過一樣。
- (When we have different perspectives, we will still be able to go to dinner together with a smile on our face after the dispute)
- 當我們很容易就可以毫無掩飾地跟對方說出心裡話，明白對方一定能夠體諒。
- (When we can easily share our darkest, most embarrassing, most stressed feelings etc, knowing for a fact that the other person will understand you）
- 當我不需開口，你就知道我所煩惱的。然後向我悄悄地傳送關懷和鼓勵的言語。
- (When I am silent about my feelings, you will see through the surface of my face and still offer me caring and encouraging words send straight to my heart)
- 當我做錯任何事情，都會無條件地原諒我，並且比從前一樣地愛我，珍惜我們的友誼。
- (When I have done many wrongdoings, you are willing to forgive me, love me and cherish our friendship just as old days)
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Fasting
I never seriously fast before.
During my devotion tonight, I had an epiphany to fast- in order to have more quiet time to pray to God. I want to seek more of God's presence in my life, and in my prayer. While doing devotion tonight, I came upon the same scripture twice, one in English and in Chinese:
But those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. -Isaiah 40:31
但 那 等 候 耶 和 华 的 必 从 新 得 力 。 他 们 必 如 鹰 展 翅 上 腾 ； 他 们 奔 跑 却 不 困 倦 ， 行 走 却 不 疲 乏 。-以 賽 亞 書 40:31
Was I tired physically? Nope. But I was indeed wearied, spiritually. Things that make me weary are not physical things, they are emotional burdens that I have to deal with. I got this even more when my period is here. I am not going into details about these burdens, but I want to emphasize the reason why I become weary- I become weary when I begin to depend on myself... when I depend on myself to take care of the emotional burdens, when I depend on myself to fix my own problems, when I decided to take that chance to depend on myself without God's help... I become weary instantly. I know it, I know it all these times yet I still choose to depend on myself many times. This is human nature, isn't it?
Jesus taught me to live a humble life when He lowers himself from Heaven and died on the cross for me. I know I am supposed to lift up myself to Him because I am faithful that He will take care of me. But at times when I am spiritually weak, I have little faith. I begin to take everything upon myself and do things my way, the way I wanted so I can feel ownership over my life. The act of taking back that onwership is foolish because it has been proven so so so many times that God's way are WAYYYYY better than my way, His thoughts are wayyyyy wiser than my thoughts! How is a clay going to paint herself with colors that she does not even know? Only the artistic clay-maker knows what's best for the clay, for He make the clay with his own hand and has a purpose for it.
Why does God's Word appeal to some people and not others? Those who believes God seeks Him wholeheartedly in spirit and in love. That's when God's power pour upon them and make Himself known through His words. Today's devotion emphasizes on "Waiting Prayer"- waiting upon God's very presence in your prayer and strengthen you with the power of the Holy Spirit. In Chinese church, we do not talk about the Holy Spirit a lot due to cultural background. However, Holy Spirit is indeed so true. Holy Spirit is my guidance and my friend... He has that voice to guiding me to the right path. He voice is always so gentle and patient, but it is for those who seeks Him wholeheartedly will identify His voice and hold on to His strength to overcome whatever obstacle one is facing.
So let me relate back to my decision of fasting. I always have a strong desire for food, especially meat. After spending my daily devotion time praising God, reading His Words as well as related devotional books that draw me closer to Him, I continued to read my "Blueprint" by Jaeson Ma. In this chapter, he talks about "Waiting Prayer". While reading, I felt a strong desire to just put away everything to seek God. That's is when I decided to fast for tomorrow. I was going to do it until Sunday, but that would be unrealistic for me in terms of health. Then I pray to God that I would fast for a day first. I want to use this fasting time to seek God, and to experience the detachment for my desire for meat. Then I set a second spiritual discipline for myself: to wake up early in the morning to pray to God. I want to start off the day with a prayer to my beloved God, the One whom I want to have a closer relationship with.
Discipline would be my personal theme word for 2011, just as courage was my personal theme word for 2009-2010.
During my devotion tonight, I had an epiphany to fast- in order to have more quiet time to pray to God. I want to seek more of God's presence in my life, and in my prayer. While doing devotion tonight, I came upon the same scripture twice, one in English and in Chinese:
But those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. -Isaiah 40:31
但 那 等 候 耶 和 华 的 必 从 新 得 力 。 他 们 必 如 鹰 展 翅 上 腾 ； 他 们 奔 跑 却 不 困 倦 ， 行 走 却 不 疲 乏 。-以 賽 亞 書 40:31
Was I tired physically? Nope. But I was indeed wearied, spiritually. Things that make me weary are not physical things, they are emotional burdens that I have to deal with. I got this even more when my period is here. I am not going into details about these burdens, but I want to emphasize the reason why I become weary- I become weary when I begin to depend on myself... when I depend on myself to take care of the emotional burdens, when I depend on myself to fix my own problems, when I decided to take that chance to depend on myself without God's help... I become weary instantly. I know it, I know it all these times yet I still choose to depend on myself many times. This is human nature, isn't it?
Jesus taught me to live a humble life when He lowers himself from Heaven and died on the cross for me. I know I am supposed to lift up myself to Him because I am faithful that He will take care of me. But at times when I am spiritually weak, I have little faith. I begin to take everything upon myself and do things my way, the way I wanted so I can feel ownership over my life. The act of taking back that onwership is foolish because it has been proven so so so many times that God's way are WAYYYYY better than my way, His thoughts are wayyyyy wiser than my thoughts! How is a clay going to paint herself with colors that she does not even know? Only the artistic clay-maker knows what's best for the clay, for He make the clay with his own hand and has a purpose for it.
Why does God's Word appeal to some people and not others? Those who believes God seeks Him wholeheartedly in spirit and in love. That's when God's power pour upon them and make Himself known through His words. Today's devotion emphasizes on "Waiting Prayer"- waiting upon God's very presence in your prayer and strengthen you with the power of the Holy Spirit. In Chinese church, we do not talk about the Holy Spirit a lot due to cultural background. However, Holy Spirit is indeed so true. Holy Spirit is my guidance and my friend... He has that voice to guiding me to the right path. He voice is always so gentle and patient, but it is for those who seeks Him wholeheartedly will identify His voice and hold on to His strength to overcome whatever obstacle one is facing.
So let me relate back to my decision of fasting. I always have a strong desire for food, especially meat. After spending my daily devotion time praising God, reading His Words as well as related devotional books that draw me closer to Him, I continued to read my "Blueprint" by Jaeson Ma. In this chapter, he talks about "Waiting Prayer". While reading, I felt a strong desire to just put away everything to seek God. That's is when I decided to fast for tomorrow. I was going to do it until Sunday, but that would be unrealistic for me in terms of health. Then I pray to God that I would fast for a day first. I want to use this fasting time to seek God, and to experience the detachment for my desire for meat. Then I set a second spiritual discipline for myself: to wake up early in the morning to pray to God. I want to start off the day with a prayer to my beloved God, the One whom I want to have a closer relationship with.
Discipline would be my personal theme word for 2011, just as courage was my personal theme word for 2009-2010.
Sunday, December 12, 2010
Committed to seek for God's work!
"Patience is a virtue"- Mr. Rod.
until 12-09-2013...
the time I committed myself to pray for my dear friend who is far far far away from God. Lord, please blindfold my eyes so I can come to seek you with my heart always. <3
Focus on God's love and power above all else,
that's when miracles pour down from Above and become what we understand as reality!
Keep praying hard!!!
until 12-09-2013...
the time I committed myself to pray for my dear friend who is far far far away from God. Lord, please blindfold my eyes so I can come to seek you with my heart always. <3
Focus on God's love and power above all else,
that's when miracles pour down from Above and become what we understand as reality!
Keep praying hard!!!
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